temporary madness

“Love is a temporary madness, it erupts like volcanoes and then subsides. And when it subsides, you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion, it is not the desire to mate every second minute of the day, it is not lying awake at night imagining that he is kissing every cranny of your body. No, don’t blush, I am telling you some truths. That is just being “in love”, which any fool can do. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident.”

,faith

“At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don’t really expect it. It’s like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And it’s not so important happy ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you, and once in a while people may even take your breath away.”

…did you ever get that feeling like someones squeezing your heart and you cant breath, and your chest hurts so much that the only thing you can do is cry…that’s how i feel right now.

i’ve gone through this before.. and that’s why i don’t get why this is so hard for me to deal with… its the simple fact that he just doesn’t want me like i want him, i guess, maybe, its so hard because for a while there.. he made me feel like he did… maybe that’s the difference.

We had said good-bye so many times before, but somehow our paths always managed to cross and we ended up in each other’s arms. But now when we said this goodbye I have this feeling that I will never see you again. And that really hurts because I know that we are meant to lead our own separate lives. And I honestly don’t wanna cross your path in the future cause I don’t want all these feelings to come back and have to try to get over all over again.

but yeah, i’ll be fine without you, i’ll make it somehow. and soon i’ll get over you.

everyone's heart, belongs to someone

“and if your lucky in this life.. you will be “that” person for the one who has yours…”

i must admit, you still have the biggest part of my heart, i still care for you and you are still that special. but, its different now. i moved on, i tried hard enough to get over you, to get over the pain that you have done in me. if you only know how much pain you have caused and how much i suffer, and how much courage and strength i put up just to get back up again. its never easy, i have come so far now to go back. time make me stronger. this time i realized so many things in my life, i deserved so much better than being hurt over and over again.

if you want me back, prove it. show me how much you want it to work out. because this time its not easy for you to win me back. atleast prove to me the you are worth it, again. because right now, i feel like, i dont want you back. you are right, im just cautious. but not only that, im also scared. im scared to take you back because i know that you’re going to hurt me again, and somehow lose me again and im scared that when that happen, you will gonna lose me forever. and i dont know if i can still handle such thing again. i dont want that to happen. but im not closing any possibilities, you are like my bestfriend and consider you still that way right now, we’ve been in so many things and i value you so much. and i know if we are meant to be together, somehow things will work out in time. just this time, lets find our own life. breath. and if ever that someday that time will bring us back together, lets fall inlove again. and if not, lets just be thankful that once in our life we find each other, and for the love that we have and let just cherish our memories that we create together. i still love you, i always will. and im always here for you. remember that.

next stop-happiness

" I love you even if the story of our love is not written on the lines of fate carved on our hands.
I know fate is what we want it to be.
These lines are going to write our love story again from a new beginning that's in the coming. "



,autumn's concerto

He is that special

I wish that I could make him realize that he’s worthy of being loved. That he could be someone’s world. That somebody thinks of him every single night before she goes to bed and every single morning when she wakes up. That someone nearly dies with yearning thinking of his arms around her. That somebody loves him more than anything because he’s fantastic.

Letting go

Letting go doesn’t mean giving up… it means moving on. It is one of the hardest things a person can do. Starting at birth, we grasp on to anything we can get our hands on, and hold on as if we will cease to exist when we let go. We feel that letting go is giving up, quitting, and that as we all know is cowardly. But as we grow older we are forced to change our way of thinking. We are forced to realize that letting go means accepting things that cannot be. It means maturing and moving on, no matter how hard you have to fight yourself to do so.

If love fails, set yourself free, let your heart spread its wings and fly again. Remember you may find love and lose it, but when love dies, you never have to die with it.

be where you are

If a bird falls in love with a fish, where would they live? Who gets the fins and who loses the wings? It’s an irony. That’s how cruel but poetic love can be.

loving someone from a distance means knowing what it is like to have your heart be a thousand miles away, and you still have to breathe. but also believe that distance between two hearts should not be an obstacle; you should do anything you can to be with the one you love.

I wish I could fold the map of the world up to make certain country much closer to one another. i just want to be where you are.