m0re than blue

...i'm coming to you, don' worry, i trust you. you were always my compass. remember when i said i can see you. even when you're not with me? go wherever you want. i'll find you, soon. don't get mad when you see me. don't ask me why i followed you or get angry at me. after everything to come to you. if you get mad i'll cry. when we meet again on the other side, lets not cry again. wait for me, i'll be right there...

m0ments with loneliness

Same for loneliness: you let go, let the tears flow, feel it completely — but eventually be able to say, ‘all right, that was my moment with loneliness. I’m not afraid of feeling lonely, but now I’m going to put that loneliness aside and know that there are other emotions in the world, and I’m going to experience them as well.

...Should I Confess?

Again today I looked into the sky aimlessly, I tried to your face slowly, Your lips, your eyes are so lovely today, I tell myself that I need to forget you, I keep telling myself that I can't see you anymore, But you're the only one for me, It can't be anyone else, Will you accept my heart now?

Should I tell you that I love you? Do you know how I feel when I look at you everyday? If you stay by my side, I don't want anything else, Will you just stay by my side? Should i try to run to you? I want to know how you feel about me, That's the only thing I need I can't imagine a day without you, Will you accept the way I feel about you?

I try to remember everything that you did for me in the past, Do you know how I feel when I look at you everyday?, If you stay by my side, I don't want anything else, Will you please stay by my side and protect me?

Should I tell you that I love you? Do you know how I feel when I look at you everyday? If you stay by my side, I don't want anything else, Will you just stay by my side?

The cold looks you always gave me, And the way you used to talk to me, Don't matter to me anymore, Will you tell me how you feel about me? I Love you....

I love you, I love you more than anyone else in this world, If you give into this love, I won't expect anything else, You're just enough for me, Should I find the courage to confess to you? I need to know how you feel about me right now, I don't desire anyone else I can't live one day without you I only love one person, The person I love is you.

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k0iz0ra

...if i had not met you that day ...then i would not have experienced that pain and sadness, ...and memories filled with tears, ...but, if i had not met you, ...i would also have not experienced that joy, excitement, and memories filled with tears, ...but, if i had not met you, i would also have not experienced that joy, excitement, preciousness, hapiness, and the feeling of absolute hapiness ...how are you now? ...I, continue to love the vast blue sky

words that are hard to say

Though we're breaking up and I won't ever see you again
Let me ask one last favor.
The only thing that I can do for you who's filled with tears,
is to let you go with ease.

These words are a bit awkward and so hard to say to you
who's so like me and to him who isn't me.

I hope that you erase all the memories of love and
memories of thankfulness and even my tears.
Don't hurt anymore and don't turn around
just live happily from now on.

I knew a long time ago that a love other than me, had
taken all for your heart.

I don't want to say these to you who's so like me
and to him who isn't me, no matter how hard I try.

I hope that you erase all the memories of love and
memories of thankfulness and even my tears.
Don't hurt anymore and don't turn around
just live happily from now on.

Don't me sorry, don't regret it because he's going to
treat you so much better than I could.
Because this seperation would be good for me if you'd just smile
and forget me completely inside his embrace.

It'll be okay, I'll get used to it no matter
how hard it is to love alone.
Because I'll just keep you inside of my heart as you
leave and turn around.

My Heart's Calling

Smile a little more with a happy smile

So that you can comfort my heart that keeps looking for you

Smile a little more so that the world would be jealous

So that my heart that keeps calling for you

Would not be able to become greedy

My heart curses at me, because I can’t even say I love you

My tears burst, because my longing for you flows and flows

Only that sad phrase has been struck to my throat like a thorn

And remain in my ears the whole day..

Why does it have to be you why did I have to love you

Even if I shake my head deny it I can’t let you go

My heart curses at me, because I can’t even say I love you

My tears burst, because my longing for you flows and flows

Only that sad phrase has been struck to my throat like a thorn

And remain in my ears the whole day..

I love you, I love you forever Even if you don’t look at me

Even if I say it a thousand times, you don’t know

Even if I wait at the same spot, you don’t know

My foolish love that simply looks at you like an idiot

You don’t know No matter what.. 

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TEARS FLOWING ENDLESSLY

Turning the pages of old photographs

I whisper thanks to each and every one

Deep in my heart you have come, come to live

Sure as the sun to see me through

Come rain or shine however the day may be

You shelter me with your smile

However far your memories may fade

Traces of you I hope to find

Then you appear and I drown in my own tears

I wish on a star, the first star of the night

You'll find me here every evening of the year

Twilight approaches I look to the sky

Searching for you with all of my heart

In grief and joy I long for you and your smile

Hoping you feel the way I do

If only you could find me from where you are

I do believe somewhere in time

I do believe I will see you once again

Come rain or shine however the day may be

You shelter me with your smile

But as each memory of you fades away

I'm so alone longing for you

You're on my mind as I drown in my own tears

Missing you so I'm missing you so

You're on my mind as I drown in my own tears

missing you

missing you is a feeling that i feel often , but a feeling that i'm still not used to. everyday is like the first day i fell in love with you , always new and a little bit frightening.

heartbreak library

have you ever cried because of someone else's pain? To share the heart wrenching pain of the person you are with. Is it really possible? If it is, someone taught me that it may be that you are...truly in love with that person. One late summer, when it started to smell of fall...there was someone who willingly accompanied me on a quest...I was uncertain of...This is our story...This person told me that, past love never changes. She shared my pain...and stayed by my side. Now I am curious of her pains as well. This moment I am spending with her...will forever stay with me as a warm memory. Because as she said...past love never changes.