,faith

“At the end of the day faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don’t really expect it. It’s like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And it’s not so important happy ever after, just that its happy right now. See once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you, and once in a while people may even take your breath away.”

…did you ever get that feeling like someones squeezing your heart and you cant breath, and your chest hurts so much that the only thing you can do is cry…that’s how i feel right now.

i’ve gone through this before.. and that’s why i don’t get why this is so hard for me to deal with… its the simple fact that he just doesn’t want me like i want him, i guess, maybe, its so hard because for a while there.. he made me feel like he did… maybe that’s the difference.

We had said good-bye so many times before, but somehow our paths always managed to cross and we ended up in each other’s arms. But now when we said this goodbye I have this feeling that I will never see you again. And that really hurts because I know that we are meant to lead our own separate lives. And I honestly don’t wanna cross your path in the future cause I don’t want all these feelings to come back and have to try to get over all over again.

but yeah, i’ll be fine without you, i’ll make it somehow. and soon i’ll get over you.