…did you ever get that feeling like someones squeezing your heart and you cant breath, and your chest hurts so much that the only thing you can do is cry…that’s how i feel right now.

i’ve gone through this before.. and that’s why i don’t get why this is so hard for me to deal with… its the simple fact that he just doesn’t want me like i want him, i guess, maybe, its so hard because for a while there.. he made me feel like he did… maybe that’s the difference.